My love
You know there are many handsome things in this life but I hope I can be only handsome for you. I hope you will see me inside and will love me with whole your heart!!
. Among the people I never show them who loved me cares for me in my every part of the life. That’s a kind of my weakness and childhood because I have a lot of friends and relatives but they were very close with me and they were really loved me frankly. It was an early spring at old city I had few new friends who always asked me about my days and aim of life. One day when I was walking alone in the street suddenly I heard m…. m…. and I confused it's for me?? I turned my head slowly there were two leady who were laughing at me. They know me nicely but we were not talked each other until that day. One of them was about to eighteenth. She seemed happy and emulative. I asked her in glance what was your happiness? And I found her happiness in a minute but didn’t express my wishes to her because I wanted to give her wishes in front of her parent. Then we walked together up to her room. The sun was looking for evening to find night, street was crowed, some of them walking in them style and some of the riding motorbike but we were very slow coz exultation, tied and talking without matter. Then we separated from there. Next day I was called by ……. (Nick name Chanda) by phone. By 2:00 pm I went to her room there were ……………. (Chanda) with her mother. I knocked her door when I reached. Then I was welcomed in her room and requested to sit. We talked, enjoyed and had had lots dishes. It liked a kind of party. Meanwhile she opened his box and took out a red rose and was showed and asked me "is it for whom?" it was moving my heart for a while but I couldn't say anything.
That night I saw a dream............. I found myself lost in a desert, I began to walk, with every step I took, a flower grew and I looked up to the sky in search of a meaning, in search of an explanation and all I could see were your eyes so beautifully painted across the sky. I was just mesmerized of how stunning life could be when you are the sun and how free I felt with you being with me throughout my journey...Suddenly, I hear my heart beat faster and with every beat, I can feel the walls of my chest breaking down. My heart managed to escape from its eternal cage. I witnessed it transform into a white dove...breathless, I watched it fly away from me and disappear into the sky to be with her. I was happy but yet felt empty inside. As I continued my journey, I noticed that I was walking in a field covered with gorgeous never-seen flowers...I was speechless and drowned in her beauty. I began to walk faster and soon I had myself running in never ending circles but felt no loss, nothing at all...I wanted to find a way to get to her before the night and its caravan (stars & the moon) arrived. I felt hopeless and the thought of loosing her scared me...Finally, I surrendered to her love, I fell on my knees, I looked up to the sky and looked in her eyes, tears rolling down my face and all I could think of to say was: "I'm so tired of being without her. Unfortunately she is very far from me in this world but we are very close in our empathy.
So,
"Unless you have lived my life, don’t

judge me because you don’t know,

never have & never will know

every little thing & details about me"

Rehsm Khadka
Khalanga-9, Musikot, Rukum
Now Pokhara